January 2011
30 posts
“The Notebook” Inspired Engagement Shoot
fuckyeahweddingideas:
spring semester 2011, please go by quickly and painlessly. i just want you done and over with.
meet me in the pouring rain. kiss me on the...
feeling depressed.
why exactly? i honestly have no idea. -________-
first day back.
it was the first day back to school today, and let me tell you, i am freakin overwhelmed. i am like on the verge of tears. it’s so depressing. i feel like everyone just put all their course information all at once on blackboard at exactly the same time. it’s like BAM! here you go. take it and go. ugh. annoying. it seems like the instructors were unorganized today. nobody knew what was...
envious.
i know i shouldn’t feel this way, but i do. i look around, and i notice that all of my friends have someone. and here i am. all alone. yeah, sure. i have plenty of friends. i have a wonderful family. but i don’t have a special someone. it’s not that i NEED a man. i just want someone there to share my life with. my up’s and down’s. everything. when i see people my age...
i think this will be the first year i’m going to miss my sister’s birthday dinner. how sad. :[
so lately i haven’t been feeling like myself. i always feel sad and want to just cry. it freakin sucks ass.
i think i just mostly miss my family. it’s strange. when i’m back at home, and i see them way too much, i get soooo annoyed with them at times. yet, when i’m here in houston without them, i miss them so so so so much. it makes me think that i made a mistake moving...
why are you such a dick?
excuse my language, but seriously. i don’t understand why i put up with all the crap you put me through. i don’t get how you can just randomly talk to me whenever the hell you want, and then ignore me for long periods of time. i always put up with it, and quite frankly i’m fed up with you. you always manage to single handedly ruin my days. i can’t take it anymore. damn it.
freezing cold!
so, usually we never turn on the heater in the apartment. however due to the change in the weather, it is freezing cold here! i can’t stand it. i went to turn on the heater, and it started giving off a burnt smell. damn fire alarm went off. i had to go and turn it back off. ughhh. frustrating.
ughhh. i was supposed to leave and go back to houston more than two weeks ago. but then i decided to stay a little longer. little things kept coming up that kept me from going back.
so i was supposed to for sure go back today, but guess what? it’s freakin snowing. any other day i wouldn’t complain about it, but seriously?! i really need to get back to start my studying. if i knew this...
sick sick sick.
ughhh. i hate being sick. i find that every time that i am sick, it’s the worse i could possibly feel. it’s not some measly little cold or cough. no, it’s freakin everything. stuffy nose, runny nose, watery eyes, sore throat, cough. the whole shabang. so frustrating!!!
